Hmm... I Dont know

I don't know really, what to write... I scribbled something on the notepad, quite a few times and deleted it before writing it over here...

 I am keeping extremely busy these days to find time to blog. Its been more than half a year that I opened my laptop... Today, when I caught some time to login, I checked up my blog just to to wonder that its been more than 11 months that I didn't write any post...

11 months!! Before it is a complete one year of my absence on the blog, let me write something... there is lot to write, I thought. But when I started writing, I realized that the creative flow is lost  dried up so much that I am actually not even missing it. Am I writing it as part of my obsession of looking at my blog being read?? I wonder...

When you stop talking to your close friend because of your busy life, you loose touch first and finally one fine day... you are "close" just for saying sake and nothing really close remains. You miss to know most of the happenings in each other's lives... Similarly, when you stop writing, the expressions inside somehow, somewhat dies and the love for writing becomes superficial .. But then.. isnt it natural... going with the natural flow...?

I leave my post here with this amusement.. I will be back on blog when I actually miss blogging.. !